So ive determined life isnt fair. You cant have evrything tht u want, no mater how hard you try. You cant make everyone happy. Thers always something tht stands in your way from tru hapiness. always. and no matter how many times you say you're sorry ur never realy forgiven.
and besides tht... everythings just SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND. why do things happen a certain way. and u cant go bak, rewind time. cant go bak. cant fix mistakes. thinking of what cudve bin. wondering why
i had a great march break. the second half neways. i think the hardest part was breaking up with my bf. i still feel terrible. but thers nothing i can do about it. and i kno tht i did the rite thing for myself for once, wen i normally am putting others before me. so why is the world so twisted tht wen one thing happens... its like a domino affect across those around you. and yes im rambling but i dont care
and why does my best frend hav to not like all ur other frends and you are torn between them? and why do i suck at everything to the point wher it jsut seems pointless to try? and why is life so unfair that it will take away an opportunity and leave you crying on your knees.....